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Keliciarulan
A journey I hope..to be fun and exciting!
A journey I hope.. to be honest and true!
A journey I hope.. endless smile and happiness!
ENCOURAGE..
REMEMBER..
MOVE..
Hello everyone my name is rulan!
If you're my colleagues, pls address me as Kelicia.
This is me. Whenever time allows, I would blog my life.
I would record the smallest details and upload it.
I enjoy looking at interesting things such as bird eating bone, lizard fell down from the wall,
Dog resting on the grass and many more interesting views!
I love being alone in life.
I believe being alone I can do more things!
Leaving has always been on my mind, but it seems so far away from my reach.
Deciding has been tough, but once finalized.. it shows up!
Today did a move! submitted a letter to my AGM..
* showed the letter to Jacqueline before AGM, she shocked me!!
After reading, she cried!!!!! oh gosh!! I was completely speechless.....
simply touch!! guess she misss me lah LOL!
anyway.. its been great working with her and the rest. though sometimes there will be some "noise" - building the atmosphere :D
ME: passed him the envelope.
AGM: this is for who?
ME: for you.
AGM: Opened and said... " sit down and close door" and here he goes..sharing the story of his.
Honestly, I love my colleagues and officers. But I just cant flow in with the work loads. It is killing me.
who dont wish to give their best? who wish to make mistake? who dont wish to stay?who wish to live in unhappiness?
Anyway, he said need till wait GGM on monday. Oh gosh! wonder what will happen on monday.
It is drawing near....
: Saturday, June 25, 2011
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The day is drawing near and I have yet to decide " should I really stay?" Honestly, this give me a stable income but I doubt it really suit me. Endurance is my strength but it can never fill my soul.
throw or dont throw. Am not prepare yet. HELP! the days are drawing tooooo close!
I had a second thought about stepping in relationship but again it seems to be like a temporary wish of mine.
Imagine.. I found a good, caring and wealthy husband.. ignoring the age gap. I dont need to worry tt much. BUT again, my belief in marriage does not seem to change. I see many happy families at the same times lots of irresponsible ones too !!
Can one really commit to me? Can one really take care of me and my complicated family?
Guess being single is always the best though.. it will be a lonely journey. BUT at least it will not be that complicated and confusing.
I can sense many things at office but I dont know how to response to it. Some people are just to over sensitive about others. they seems like little boy and girl when they reacted that way. What can I say.. once broken, it will be hard to restore. hope times and gathering will increase their bondings:)
its sat! and I have not done something fruitful LOL!
